Anonymous asked: One word " DELUSIONAL".. LMAO..
To all of the readers telling me Still You is not about Yoona, maybe it is, maybe it isn’t. I wouldn’t know anyway. I was just speculating. But please. Don’t say it’s just a song. Because it isn’t.
Every song is a piece of the writer’s soul, a piece of his emotions. Because you can’t make a song on heartbreak if you haven’t experienced it yet. Or a song on love if you haven’t felt it yet.
It’s a song with Donghae’s feelings in it. Taylor Swift writes with real people (or exes) in her mind. Can’t he do the same?
Okay fine. You win. What happened between Yoona and Donghae (if ever there was) is already over. Because a shipper can’t be too ambitious, right? As a shipper, I understand I don’t have the right to imagine that my OTP is actually real. Yup. Because that’s the meaning of being a shipper. -_-
And yes, I have admitted multiple times. I can’t move on. Because this OTP had been my inspiration for years. I can’t, no, I won’t just throw them away just because the other party is dating. No. That isn’t what shipping or being a fan is about. I won’t get over myself not unless Donghae himself says that what I’m saying is not true. Not SM. I want Donghae. I want him to tell us that no, there never was anything between him and Yoona. I want him to tell me himself who the songs he wrote was for. Because no matter how many hate mails I get, you still wouldn’t convince me otherwise. I still wouldn’t agree to “get over myself” or “shipping YoonHae is a lost cause” or “time to leave YoonHae in the past” or “move on.” Because you guys aren’t Donghae. You’re not Yoona. (If ever you are the real ones, oh please oh please give me a signed album.) And no matter what you say will always be a fan account, a fan’s words against another fan’s. I’m sorry, but it’s true.
And no, I am repeating what I said earlier, I am not at all against the Seunggi x Yoona couple (although Seunggi-oppa was supposed to marry me…in my dreams, anyway). I am not saying that whatever they have now is not real. I am saying that no matter what happens, I want to believe that Seunggi will come home to me…even if it’s only in my dreams. And that once upon a time, before Yoona snatched my Oppa, she was (or was once) with Donghae. And what I’ve been imagining up until now were not merely delusions of my deranged heart. You guys are shippers too. I’m pretty sure you’d understand me or if you don’t, well go on and send me more mails. I’d appreciate it, good or bad.
If the ones who asked me anonymously are reading this, I apologize for not answering directly. I figured, you would still see this if you really do care what I say.
Oh. And let me clarify this. This is what I wrote previously:
"Maybe because you can’t make up fantasies anymore. That they’d be together at the end of the day and that all of Donghae’s compositions were for Yoona *cough* Still You *cough*”
If we go by the rules of grammar (or from what I remember anyway), the "fantasies" there refers to the statement after “that”, which is YoonHae being together at the end of the day and Donghae’s compositions being about Yoona. I’m guessing this is where all these hates are coming from.
Anonymous asked: Sorry to say Still you was not written for Yoona.. Geez everytime he writes a freakin song you Pyros get all delusional.. Get over it there never was a Yoonhae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111
Oh gosh. Chill, will you? Breathe in, breathe out.
And I’m sorry but since I’m a Pyro, isn’t it acceptable that I think Still You was written for Yoona? I mean, what’s the sense of being a Pyro if I don’t believe in it?
And anyways, how did you know who it was written for? Oh my god. IS THIS DONGHAE?! (Oh sh*t sh*t. What do I do?! Donghae is talking to me in straight English. :O -_-)
Oh please do enlighten me. To whom did he write it for? I don’t think EunHae had broken up yet so I doubt it’s for him.